I took down and archived many of my past entries on here.
Vic has left my life. I did like him and we had a blast every time we got together, but he manages to destroy everything with his need for drama. From reading my diary to making false claims about our romantic relationship, he was out of line. He's gone now.
Trixie and I are as close as ever. Throughout everything we have been through, we have been the most consistent thing in each other's lives. It's us against the world, really. 11 years of us being inseperable has caused us to do almost everything together. Many people can't tell us apart by personality, voice, even looks. Our friendship has been recognized as one of the most strange phenomenons, but nonetheless something to envy.
To nobody's surprise, Ahmed is back. No two souls can intertwine that much and just leave each other be. While the future is unpredictable, I know that I truly will never stop loving him and I believe vice versa. As Trixie said, in every friend duo there has to be 1 confident and sexual friend and the other has to be awkward and shy. Trixie is disgusted by the thought of romance and I "have emotional sex with Ahmed all the time".
Lena has been making strives toward recovery. She's been stable for a while, and I'm very happy for her.
Alex is out of my life. After his little incident with the school shooting stuff, I reported him and we are now ordered by law to stay away from each other.
Mentally I'm much better. I think I'll go into detail about this tomorrow night. There have been many large shifts in my mindset and goals, too many to fit into this small thing.