Getting my hands on petrol won't be easy, to say the least. But,I need to test him. Really, the only way to test him and properly conduct my little "experiment" is to make that....thing. It can't be named since I'm being watched, with the terrorist list and whatnot.I have to be cautious now, maybe invent a new image.

Inventing a new image is....difficult, to put it lightly. There is one person I couldnever get rid of, and they'd be a direct connection to me in all of the phases throughout my life. Plus, do I really want to cut off contact with my boyfriend because of this whole situation? I mean, I am aware his main attraction towards me derives from his desire to rebel in some way. He views me as that guy who will piss off his parents, and I'm okay with that. What I'm okay with is how he's not upfront about it. That why I have to do this test.