My relationship has been in dire straits. I love him with all of my heart, but he hates long distance. We’re currently “on a break”, which is scaring the absolute shit out of me. Taking a break almost always results in the partners splitting up.

I’ve been incredibly sad about this. I haven’t stopped uncontrollably sobbing in almost a day now. I almost never cry, but for some reason, this touched a nerve. I feel so sick without him; I can’t srop throwing up.

He hates long distance, so there’s really only 1 way to fix this. I’m going to visit him. I’m not sure how or what I’ll say, but I know I have to do it. I can’t let this come between us. I am going to spend the rest of my life with this man, and I’m willing to work for it.

I’m scared to visit him, don’t get me wrong. I’m afraid he’ll be upset. I hope he wants to see me. I hope he’ll be happy. I hope the only thing that he hates is long distance, and not me. If it’s just our circumstances, I can deal with that, but if it’s me, i don’t know what I’ll do.